5 minute write up.

Life has been a crazy blur this past week. I started my senior year and already I'm overwhelmed. Two AP courses which I'm so game for..but then there's trying to figure out what colleges to apply to and then the whole work on college auditions. We started work on our first contemporary monologue in academy.

I'm pretty excited that our first semester is spent focused on college auditions. It makes things so much easier. However I'm still running around like crazy. I have no time for sleep or anythig really. However I never really slept much before hand.

Not too mention social personal problems I haven't figured out yet..thankfully today is Yom Kippur which is a Jewish Holiday about forgiveness. SOO...He forgave me...I feel like the world has been lifted off my shoulders. I didn't know how much longer I could've taken it. I felt terrible..working our schedules as best we could to avoid each other..he didn't pay attention when we discussed in drama or any classes..turned the other way when I passed. It kinda hurt...but in the long run I did the best thing for myself. I just didn't want to lose a friend..and I hate knowing I hurt someone. So I'm happy to say we're starting over with this new year as friends. It'll be hard..more so for him...but we'll be okay. During our non talking period I did learn he was left handed..which is weird...I sat next to him in english all last year.. hmm...ah well..

Anywho I'm happy that's settled as best it can be for right now. I can focus just on school things..well TRY to just focus on school things haha..I'll still have this wonderful boy in the back of my mind :)

oh! I know our lives are busy now and what not...but I still think about you all the time..never forget it :) I should check in more I suppose..but well for some reason I go no don't be annoying haha....anywho.I hope it's good. I love you.

Well 5 minutes are up. I'll take the time to go more in depth with life. College Apps next...oh boy.

Ames.