So not even my picture will work and I'm pretty upset about that. It was pretty nice.
Anyway, I kinda wanna go away for a bit. Take a trip or just go camping for the weekend. OR goodness I don't know. Anywhere but here. Maybe it's just me....I don't know. I just want to get away for bit. No communication or anything...well okay maybe just my cell, but other than that. I just want to find a field and lay down under the stars in it. The world is getting to me I think.
I see perfection and beauty all around me.
It makes me hide, because it's what I'll never be.
Cast me a smile and hold me tight.
All I want is to be beautiful in your eyes tonight.
I wrote that. It's how I feel. In a world where beauty=perfection ....I realize that it's not something I'll be.
Maybe I'm being ridiculous right now, and lame girl self conscious...but meh so be it. I'm allowed to be, if only for right now.
Just for a moment, I'd like to be beautiful in your eyes.
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Everything feels like its spinning. Is that weird?
I just want to curl up in a ball on a rainy day and have you next to me. Is that okay? okay.
I'm not even making sense anymore.
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The end of this nonsense.
It's a place where I share my thoughts. Nothing is held back. I live to love and love to live. Don't be surprised.
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