Realizations

Lyric of the day:
"I feel a separation coming on,
Cause I know you want to be moving on..
But I have something left to say..
Don't surrender, surrender, surrender.
Please Remember."

Here are some things I've come to realize and accept about myself.

* I think too much.
* I care too much.
* I worry WAY WAY WAY too much.
* I am not the typical girl.
* It takes a lot to win my heart if that's what you're after.
* I'm SUPER weird.
* OH! and SUPER awkward.
* I do not have a sexy bone in my body, so don't ask me to be sexy hahah
* I have a strong will power.
* I really do deserve all that I want.
* I may not be your right NOW, but I very well could be your right.
* The sun rises every morning, so nothing lasts forever,not even night.
* Which I'm okay with because that means you have a chance to do it all over again.
* I'm not perfect, I don't want to be.
* I am insecure.
* I like to escape.
* I have fears.
* I have doubts.

HOWEVER....

*I have hopes.
*I have dreams.
* I am considerate.
* I put others before myself.
* I will do anything for people I love.
* I AM BEAUTIFUL inside and out, you've just got to be willing to look for it.
* I will be worth your time.
* I believe everything happens for a reason.
* I have a heart, it does feel, don't hurt it.
* I am really good at guessing when something bad is going to happen.
* I have that feeling right now.
* I am loved.
* I love.
* I am a lot of fun.
* I laugh.
* I cry.
* I smile.
* I frown.
* Kisses on the nose/forehead are my favorite ever.
* I love cuddling.
* I am a blessed person.
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* I really am worth it, if you can get through the mess to find me. I promise.

I've come to realize that I AM HUMAN!!! I'm allowed to feel and think and care and worry and cry and whatever I want. This is what I am. Embrace it. I have. I may not be the best, or make people happy all the time but I deserve happiness and love and truth and trust and honesty. Really that is ALL I ask for. Please be kind to give it to me.

Ames.