When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath
And the space between the things you know is blurring nonetheless
When you try too speak, but you make no sound
And the words you want are out of reach, but they've never been so loud
Ignore the title. It's not so much as I need help...well okay maybe I do need help. I'm hurting mighty bad right now. Don't worry, I'll get over it. Heartbreak doesn't..well shouldn't last forever. Especially not the heartbreak from this kid. I never expected it though.
Wow. This really sucks. I kinda don't want to be apart of reality right now. I need an escape and I don't have one. I'm afraid I might revert back to some old habits... :/
" When your heart wears thin,
I will hold you up, and I will hide you when it gets too much,
I'll be right beside, nobody will break you"
Well my heart has worn thin, I'm not even sure it's still there. My eyes are tired, my body is tired... This song fits perfectly... except, the closest person I have to even try and hold me up lives back home. Nothing against my friends here... I just don't think they would lay down with me and just let me cry.
I need that. I need something. I need someone.
It's a place where I share my thoughts. Nothing is held back. I live to love and love to live. Don't be surprised.
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