There are quite a few people that aren't really in my life anymore and that really upsets me. Some I let go willingly and figure that's what was best. Others.. I just had no idea how to ask "Please, Don't go." without letting them know that I needed them. If you haven't figured this out about me yet, I do my best to stay independent. If I don't depend on anyone I don't run the risk of getting hurt. BUT there are select few that slip into the cracks and I depend on them. Ironically 2 of those people are gone..and there were only 3. (stupid crying and jdjdusjd...means I can't think straight. Fixed though.)
I'm not brave enough.
I'm not courageous enough.
I'm not strong enough.
to just let go of my pride and independent attitude....and from the bottom of my heart honestly ask "Please, Don't Go"
Not that it matters.
I just wish it were easier to get those people out of my heart.
It seems it's just as hard to get them out as it was for them to get in.
What is up wit that?
ohdear. I'm done ranting.
Again, not that it matters.
It's a place where I share my thoughts. Nothing is held back. I live to love and love to live. Don't be surprised.
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