Fucking stop showing Adam this. Or whatever the fuck. He starts to worry or fucking care or some shit and that makes him angry which in turn makes me upset. He puts blame on himself for things that don't even concern him. I don't want him to care about me. It makes shit easier. Stop letting him know there might be a reason too.
GUESS WHAT! My past is MY PAST. I started for reasons NOT about Adam. He IS NOT, I repeat IS NOT at all any reason for breaking a promise. I have a broken heart. I've survived that before. I'll live through this one. However, my life is ALSO bigger than the fact that I fell in love and can't fall out. Stop. Telling. Him. Shit.
Thank you.
It's a place where I share my thoughts. Nothing is held back. I live to love and love to live. Don't be surprised.
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