writing...like a boss.

Mystery Person! Please keep this safe!!  please...

And through my faults I must confess,
I'm just damaged bad at best,
I'm nothing short of being imperfect,
Was there a time you believed this was worth it?

I should have warned you from the start,
That I am careless with fragile hearts.
So tonight I'm determined to get it right,
Stop the ultimate battle of fight or flight.

I don't want to run anymore, unless it's to say hello.
I want to have the courage to say "Please. Don't go.
Look at the time we've wasted, and the bitterness we've tasted.
Running circles round eachother, who was it we were chasin'?

Tonight it means truth, a concept that's so foreign.
With these words, it's my heart that's callin'.
I should proabably keep my mouth shut,
But who's out there to listen, huh?

I'm afraid I'm quite mistaken,
You see my faith is always shaken'.
All the while I have known,
It's been you that I want.


Yet, I'm standing at a crossroads,
Wondering if I should go,
Towards the direction of my heart?
Or off to a brand new start.

These words may reach your ears,
Or maybe you'll never hear.
Forgive the past, is all I ask.
You were never second best.



wow...yeah.. I haven't been this honest with myself..or anybody for that matter...in a really really really long time. What's funny, is I'm the one who always felt second best. I STILL feel that way, even when I feel there's nothing left. Ain't life just a funny thing?