Alright, Imma clear this up.

I keep getting told that I

1.Don't understand how he REALLY feels and that I need to just keep at it.

2. Don't know how much I meant to him.

ALSO:

That they've never seen him so Happy, but the've also now never seen him so upset.

GUYS...LISSSTTTEENNN:
  
   1. Stop telling me things like this.

   2. I DO in fact know how he feels, we've talked multiple times.
 
   3. Maybe I don't know, but what good does it to tell me..?

ALSO:
 
   I don't understand the whole " Never seen him so happy"

I'm nothing special. I'm just some girl who walked into his life. He's had plenty of people who have come into his life. Why are things any different with me?  How about you guys tell me that? I am one person out of many. Why am I the one that apparently had some huge affect on him?

I didn't mean to.

BUT that's beside the point.

The next person to tell me something along these lines, unless that person is Adam, is just.. I will..I be very upset with them. This isn't your story to tell anon people, and it's really making things worse for myself, which in turn makes it worse for him since it makes me go all counter productive and then there's just..just not a good thing, okay? So in turn it all makes it worse for this new plan we're trying out. It's kinda like a business deal..? Is it weird to look at it that way? I dunno, if I keep it that way it doesn't allow room for feelings. So just leave it at that.

Okay, I meant to do this last night but I was just so tired. Anyways, now that this is cleared up I hope I will stop getting random messages. I really do hate ignoring you, but it's too much yo.