Is it okay to be confused..? I just don't get it.
Why is this still an issue..? I thought we settled everything.
The feelings are unreturned...so why are you still all igfhighiogh about it?
Are you not being honest with yourself?
I had a dream last night that we had an argument.
It ended this way:
"What is so wrong with the idea that you could actually be happy with me?"
but really.. is the mere possibility just so absurd to you?
I have tried to block these feelings..but I've realized you feel a lot better when you just say
"Okay. Fine, I'll allow myself to feel...no matter what happens"
So look, what I feel isn't what you feel anymore. Okay. that's fine.
It's easier to accept because I've allowed myself to feel what I feel for you.
At least I know I put it out there.
Whatever.
Ignore the ramblings.
It's a place where I share my thoughts. Nothing is held back. I live to love and love to live. Don't be surprised.
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