So this came on shuffle....

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us


..... you know when you hear a song and your mind takes you to a Place you maybe don't want to go? Especially after having such a great weekend..? Well this song did that for me. I can't help but wonder if he really forgot. If the evil just triumphed so greatly that he can't even remember .

Then there's the awkward moment you realize how much you actually did need someone, and then realize what does it matter now..it's not like particularly care if you wish you could count on them.

Josh is right...I can't do this on my own.. But maybe I have to. Maybe it's the only way I'll get stringer and be better for the next, you know?

Honestly? I just hate feeling weak,hopeless and defenseless.

But I need to let it all go. He can forget it's okay. I'll remember.

I suck guys I know. Sorry you had to see this...if you even saw it.

ANYWAY I'm going to bed.

I'll have pathetic dreams.

Sweet dreams to you guys :)