Sometimes

I'll post here in the hopes that maybe I still cross your mind every now and then. Not that I'm hoping you'll just pop up and say "hey! Sorry." or whatever. I understand that people get older and grow and change. I can't ask someone to stay that doesn't want to, which is why I never chased once I'd realized you left.

I just have moments like right now at 3 A.M. where I miss you. It was easier in the little world we had created because I knew no matter what I had someone I could turn to when I was feeling stressed out, anxious, any sort of emotion. Now, it's a bit different. These people here are ingrained in a different way than you were. I still talk to the other people I met through you, and it feels a bit strange-but they care and that's more than I could ask for.

You didn't stay long enough to explain and I will never ask.

Just, if you're reading this know that sometimes I still think about you and I hope you're doing well where you are. I hope you're happy. That's all I've ever wanted for you.